“When I see Jesus
Christ I simply want to be what He wants me to be.”
Oswald Chambers
When
the historic Church of the Open Door was in downtown Los Angeles, I read that
if you stood behind the pulpit you looked out into a massive auditorium
consisting of a large first floor, a large balcony, and even a second balcony. Though
I’ve never been there, it’s said that it could give you a feeling of importance
just to stand there and look out at the large crowd that had gathered to hear
you speak. Yet, just as your ego might begin to inflate, you quickly came down
to earth when you looked down at a little plaque affixed to the pulpit with the
words of John 12:21, “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.”
I haven’t preached in a lot of different
places, but I’ve had the privilege of preaching in a few pulpits. In some of those
I’ve looked down and seen those same words, “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.” It’s
a humbling experience.
Can I be honest? I find preaching an enormous
task and responsibility. I pray each week that Scott Carson will get out of the
way and that our church will see Jesus. I find myself whispering in prayer
before I enter the pulpit, “Lord, please use this as an offering for Your
glory.” I wish that I could say that when people always see me, they see Jesus.
But to be honest, if I was my Heavenly Father, I wouldn’t put up with me…but He
does.
One
of my favorite and most encouraging verses is 2 Corinthians 4:7: “We have
this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs
to God and not to us.” We human beings, Imago Dei, are so frail,
merely jars of clay. One little virus could end any and all of us.
The kindness, the love, the grace, the spiritual power that the world needs
to see isn’t in us. It’s Jesus! It’s the power of God.
I
like that analogy of jars. As jars, when we’re bumped what’s in us comes
sloshing out of us. We’ve certainly seen that over the course of the last month
and we shouldn’t be surprised when those who don’t know Jesus as their Lord and
Savior – act like those who don’t know Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Often
though I’m shocked and surprised at how Christians act in the midst of this
crisis…and too often I’m shocked and disappointed at how I act in the midst of
this crisis.
I
wish I could say that I haven’t felt angry, anxious or impatient. It was nearly
a gut response when someone cut me off in a parking lot the other day as they barreled
down the middle. My hand was laying on the horn nearly before I knew what I was
doing. I’ve claimed 1 John 1:9 too many times, “If we confess our sins, He
is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from
all unrighteousness.” Yet, every day and several times a day, I pray, “Lord,
let others see Jesus in me.”
Right now our world is very, very conscious that they don’t have the
answers. They’re hoping to maybe “bend the curve” but that’s about all that
they have. Like never before, they need to see Jesus. The hope is not for a
cure or a government stimulus program. The only hope is the Savior because what
ails our world is so much deeper than the physical. It’s spiritual and has
eternal ramifications. They need to see Jesus. Let’s pray for each other that they will
see Jesus in us!
There’s
a magnificent story in Marie Chapian’s book, Of Whom the World Was Not
Worthy. The book tells of the sufferings of the true church in
Yugoslavia where so much evil was committed by the politicized ecclesiastical
hierarchy. That which went on in the name of Christ for the enriching and
empowering of corrupt church officials was horrible. It was professing
Christians acting like anything but Jesus.
One
day an evangelist by the name of Jakov arrived in a certain village. He
commiserated with an elderly man named Cimmerman on the tragedies that he’d experienced
and talked to him about the love of Christ. Cimmerman abruptly interrupted Jakov
and told him that he wished to have nothing to do with Christianity. He
reminded Jakov of the dreadful history of the church in his town, a history
replete with plundering, exploiting, and indeed with killing innocent people.
“My own nephew was killed by them,” he said and angrily rebuffed any effort on
Jakov’s part to talk about Christ. “They wear those elaborate coats and caps
and crosses,” he said, “signifying a heavenly commission, but their evil
designs and lives I cannot ignore.”
Jakov,
looking for an occasion to get Cimmerman to change his line of thinking, said, “Cimmerman,
can I ask you a question? Suppose I were to steal your coat, put it on, and
break into a bank. Suppose further that the police sighted me running in the
distance but could not catch up with me. One clue, however, put them onto your
track; they recognized your coat. What would you say to them if they came to
your house and accused you of breaking into the bank?” “I would deny it,” said Cimmerman.
“‘Ah,
but we saw your coat,’ they would say,” retorted Jakov. This analogy quite
annoyed Cimmerman, who ordered Jakov to leave his home. Jakov continued to
return to the village periodically just to befriend Cimmerman, encourage him,
and share the love of Christ, with him.
Finally
one day Cimmerman asked, “How does one become a Christian?” and Jakov taught
him the simple steps of repentance for sin and of trust in the work of Jesus
Christ and gently pointed him to the Shepherd of his soul. Cimmerman bent his
knee on the soil with his head bowed and surrendered his life to Christ. As he
rose to his feet, wiping his tears, he embraced Jakov and said, “Thank you for
being in my life.” And then he pointed to the heavens and whispered, “You
wear His coat very well.”
I
want to do that, don’t you? “I want to wear His coat very well.” We can’t
do it on our own and it can’t be worked up. It must be the Holy Spirit working
out His grace through us. So, let’s surrender to Him. Let’s pray for each other
in our church. And by God’s grace, let’s pray and commit together that when those
who don’t know Him yet see us, they see Jesus!
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So much truth! I want to "wear His coat well", too!!!
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